Poetic Alchemy

Poetic Alchemy is the art and science of transmuting pain and darkness into art and beauty. It is an art because it is the creative process in action. It is a science because it is a synthesis. Alchemy is not merely the transmutation. Chemistry is a science that evolved from alchemy because it is a more advanced way of observing how matter behaves.

Practically, the reason I call poetic alchemy transmuting pain and darkness into art and beauty is that it is the process of taking all the pain in your life, all the darkness in this world, and transmuting it into something beautiful, some art form that makes this life worth living. For example, when I began writing poetry at the age of fourteen, I had an outlet that allowed me to express how I felt inside before I could process the trauma I had experienced and before I had the psychoeducation and mental health treatment to be able to manage my mental illness.

I have been diagnosed with C-PTSD, major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and substance use disorder (addiction), and writing poetry was one of the ways that I was able to cope with my diagnoses for a time. To be clear, I am not saying that this cured me of my mental illness or even treated it. It simply allowed me to express, in a general, archetypal way, what I was feeling inside and had no way of dealing with otherwise.

Poetic alchemy is not merely writing poetry. In fact, it can take many other forms. Dancing is a form of poetic alchemy to me. In fact, it has become an even more powerful form of alchemy than writing poetry to me. When I dance, the entire world drifts away, and I become one with the dance. I enter what is known as a flow state, which, if you don’t know, is an altered state of consciousness in which you become so immersed in the activity you are engaging in that you become fully present. Athletes know this as “getting in the zone.” In my experience, it is more powerful than any meditation or mindfulness technique because it brings you into the moment effortlessly and completely.

Like poetic alchemy, dancing is a very emotional activity for me. I allow the wave of feelings that I’m experiencing at any given time to wash over me like the ebb and flow of vitality that comes from feeling my feelings instead of trying to distract myself from them. Before really beginning my healing journey, all the things I now use to dive deeper into my feelings were essentially distractions from them. Today, when I write, dance, or engage in anything that stirs any feeling, emotion, or psychosomatic experience of any kind, I lean into the experience rather than away from it.

As a side note, this is the process of incarnation. As we dive deeper into our feelings, particularly our pain, we dive deeper into the experience of being human. Dehumanization is the process of losing touch with our own humanity, which begins with losing touch with our feelings, both emotional and the physiological sensations that we are conditioned to ignore in our childhood, as we are punished for expressing our emotions, desires, and our insecurities, all of which become suppressed, and eventually we lose touch with them. We become detached from our bodies and live mostly in our heads, but through embodiment practices, we can relearn how to drop back into our bodies and reconnect with our true selves, effectively reincarnating our slowly dying natures as our awareness withdrew from our bodies over time and, therefore, our true sense of identity. But that’s a story for another time.

Poetic alchemy is not magic, but it is the closest thing that I have ever experienced. To transmute pain and darkness into art and beauty is to synthesize sadness, desolation, or perhaps grief with joy, delight, or even ecstasy, but it is also to create something completely innovative or original. It is catharsis, and it is creative imagination at play. It is an amalgamation of a life well lived with an open heart and a flexible mind, a holistic cavort between pain and pleasure, an integrated frolic between intensity and calm.

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